Again: I'm leaving, changing, reborning...

Monday night:
My luggage is half packed... It took a time to think what to take and what to leave... And you know what I recognized... I'm always taking the same things: the same jeans, shorts, T-shirts and shirts, sweaters... Well I baught some new things as well...

Tuesday morning:
So... Here we are... I decided not to use my parfume 212 Sexy Man by Caroline Herrera anymore, instead of this I'm starting again to use Echo by Davidoff... I baught their deo as well :) hehe... I think it is lighter for summer and I need to change some more things in my life... So new parfume...

Yesterday I had some nice internet conversations with my friends: Agne (who is a part of my familly), Gabriele (finally I did something good also for her), Vytautas (moral supporter) and Piret (who made me think more about the friends). Piretike, eesti tüdrük, I miss you a lot... I even had tears in my eyes yesterday...

Yesterday while packing I realised that I started to like Beyonce... I have never been keen on this singer, but couple of her songs raised in me such a strange feelings. I was feeling guilty [I couldn't meet all of my friends before going to Turkey], happy and crazy at the same time... Only one thing was spinning in my head: "I'm mental, people. I'm mental"...

I was thinking what am I leaving here in Lithuania. Friends? Familly? Beautiful green country or part of my identity?
After this few weeks I'm sooooo emotionaly exhausted, I don't know if this time going far to south is going to be that much fun as previous time going to Armenia. Am I ready to adopt the culture I love in general? I kinda feel more and more that I'm person from the north. Or maybe this situation shows me that I need to move, otherwise I'll become home-bird...

That's it... Today couple of exams left, I need to go to optics shop and notary... And then the magic bus is waiting for me to start my trip to Riga and from there with amazing Turkish Airlines [it doesn't count they had plane-crash in Amsterdam couple of weeks ago]...

And for all my friends... I think this video is the best way to say good-bye and to reflect what kind of emotions and mood I have. Kisses and Hugs! Kyss og klem :*